December 2009
40 posts
“We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them...”
– Edith Lovejoy Pierce (via fuckyeahhappy)
EVERYONE IS ALWAYS SO FUCKING “FINE”
but we are not. sometimes, we are hurt and bruised and nearly completely shattered and this sir, is not what one calls fine.
happppy jesus day (:
i had an awesome christmas. gps, clothes, make-up, and $$$ how much better can it get? Last night i sent a bulk text message out to everyone saying, “merry christmas, i hope you get everything you want”. i got alot of “thank-you’s” and “you too’s” but someone texted me back saying, “i don’t want anything for...
old song, good lyrics (:
okay, explain this to me. after everything that’s gone on in the past 3 days how could you be with someone again. when their family hates you and is being SO immature about everything. god, in my mom’s words, ‘i hate helicopter parents’. i hate the way they dictate and control and manipulate theirs kids thoughts, ideas, and values. i’m just tired of all this bullshit....
“Open your arms to change, but don’t let go of your values.”
– Dalai Lama
“Every person is a new door to a different world.”
“To me, fearless is not the absence of fear. It’s not being completely...”
– taylor swift
“it’s alot easier to be lost than to be found. it’s the reason...”
– sara dessen
Listen
seriously one of the hardest days of my life. no matter what she says to me and how hurtful the words maybe, listening to the hurt in her voice and her crying just breaks my heart. i know i was the one to break up with her (even though i do think for right now, it was best for both of us) but, after spending that long with someone, it’s kinda hard to just say goodbye and leave it at that. no...
“I can’t promise to fix all of your problems, but I can promise you that...”
“I’ve got a tight grip on reality but I can’t let go of what’s...”
There’s two feet of snow outside of my window and all i can think about is climbing on my roof and jumping off into it. Oh and the VDOT workers decided to not plow any roads so i’m having to walk everywhere. Thanks goodness in this small little town everything and everone i could need is within walking distance. Ecxcept a big hill to sled down. I reallly feel 8 years old again.
today’s been one of the most suckiest days of my life forreal. its christmas break and the first day’s been really sad. i’ll spend this night thinking instead of sleeping and i’ll wake up more doubtfull than ever. no i’m not emo or anything like that, tonights just one of those nights…
“Instead of thinking about how much
a bad situation has taken out of your life,...”
“only dead fish swim with the stream”
“you kept introducing yourself as buddy the elf and then ask if they were your...”
– MDT
Chez: her little brothers weird, what was he wearing like footie pajamas?
Me: well he doesn't have that many friends
Chez: weird....He seeemed pretty popular to me
“this girl looks like she fell off the ugly tree and hit every branch on the way...”
Got two tickets friday, and my mom was mad about the mcdonalds. (; i dont think she realises just how much this is going to cost her.
demie: I really need to get a new job. food lion just aint cuttin' it.
me: AH! Ross Clothing store is hiring, ohh... but you have to be 18. :/
demie: Thanks.. that's just like me saying "OH! the bar down the street's hiring, oh too bad you have to be 18".
..
picture’s of everything interesting last night…
i watched Anger Management last night, probably one of THE funniest movies of all time. (;
i’ll go straight for him. creeeeepy.